Don't laugh at me...

Don't laugh at me for I say "Time is an illusion"

Don't laugh at me for I say "Life is miserable"

Don't laugh at me for I say "You are nature, nature is you and there is no two different things as you and nature"

Don't laugh at me for I say all this. Becuase by doing so you are laughing at the truths of nature.

Don't laugh at me...

My thoughts but not my words..

“ Never obey anyone's command unless it is coming from within you also.
There is no God other than life itself.
Truth is within you, do not search for it elsewhere.
Love is prayer.
To become a nothingness is the door to truth. Nothingness itself is the means, the goal and attainment.
Life is now and here.
Live wakefully.
Do not swim – float.
Die each moment so that you can be new each moment.
Do not search. That which is, is. Stop and see.

May be not intelligent enough to understand the "Intelligence"

When i hear someone saying "Everything is random" i feel a glimpse of happiness.
Because i am one of them, i am one among those who think that everything happening in the whole universe is happening in perfect random .

I am one among those who think it is impossible that everything happening around us is planned.
I am one among those who refuse to believe the existence of someone who is intelligent enough to govern all these.

I am one among those who after seeing this highly complex model strongly believe that "Everything is random". I am one among those who do not write god with a capital "G".

And i fell a glimpse of happiness on hearing someone saying this. Because i am one of them, i am one among those who have managed to understand that there cannot be anyone who is intelligent enough to design all these.

But what if we are wrong,
what if we all agree to this due to our inability to think beyond?
what if we all agree to this because we don't want to strain ourselves by trying to understand the truth ?
What if we are not intelligent enough to understand that "Intelligence"
What if we are not intelligent enough to understand that "Intelligence" behind this Intelligent Design

This versus that.........

This, The corporate world we reside in now, the corporate philosophies we try to adhere to, the financial and professional goals we have set ourselves.
That, The real world we all have forgot, the spiritual thoughts we try not to understand, the spiritual goals we have completely avoided.

This says, learn, remember and cope up with what's happening.
That says unlearn, forget and just be a witness of whatever is happening (Zen philosophy)

This says, whatever you do should be focussed towards results
That says, do your duty do not expect the results (Not only Zen but many indian schools of thoughts say this)

This says, do not settle down
That says, be idle

This says, chase real power and money
That says, nothing is real

This says, just work every moment
That says, just live every moment

And we all, undoubtedly, listen to "This" but isn't "That" what we should be listening to ????

Have you everr felt the magic touch ???!!!

Have you felt the magic touch ???!!!
I am not talking about the Midas touch that turns everything into gold, i am talking about the magic touch that you get in your life from someone that turns everything in your life beautiful and pleasant. It can be anyone you know, friends in most cases, friends of same or opposite sex. The moments with them are always delightful. Surprisingly, the moments without them are also delightful as just their memories make us delightful. Laughs shared with them revamp us. Surprisingly, fights waged with them revamp us too when it ends up with "after all you are my friend, so forget it"
When you have them around you, it's not so hard to identify a person in your life with such magic touch. But sometimes, it may take time to meet them, it took 22 years in my case and they might be with you for a short span of time, pretty short in my case. But as i told you already you don't need them around to feel their magic touch just thier memories can do it.
So, have you ever felt that magic touch ??? Have you met the person with such a touch ????
If not yet don't worry, as i said it may take time to meet them but it's worth waiting.......

God is Faith or Faith is God ???!!!!!!

This thought struck me when i was seeing the movie Da Vinci Code.
Its the climax scene, before departing Robert Langdon(Tom hanks) talks to Sophie Neveu(the lead female character), he tells her about his childhood incident, he tells her about how he fell in a well and remained there all through out the night without anyone to rescue and he tells her when he lost all his hope, he prayed like this atlast "Jesus save me, i want to see my parents, i want to go home....." and so on and he was rescued at last. In that scene they discuss about whether Jesus is a god or a man. And Robert langdon agrees that he does not know the truth, he doesn't know whether Jesus is a god or a man, but he tells her about this incident and the prayer he did at that moment when there was no other hope at all.
When i was seeing this scene suddenly another scene from an old tamil movie came in my mind its a very old tamil film and muthuraman(a famous tamil actor) played the lead role in that movie and in that movie he is an atheist. All through the movie he remains an atheist. In the climax the hero meets with an aircraft accident and escapes it. He gets admitted in a hospital and he tells his wife like this "Aircraft engine fault aagiduchu pilotala yedhuvum panna mudiyala, enga irundhum udhavi kedaika vaipum illai, kadaisiya airacraft tharaya noki vilumpodhu, naan kadaisiya enna nenacihen theriyuma "kadavuley enna kapathu"
Translated "When the engine failed the pilot couldnt control the plane and there was no way to get any help from anywhere and atlast when the plane was falling to the ground the last thought in my mind was "Oh God Save Me"
It was an old tamil movie which came in 60s or 70s, and Da Vinci Code is a recent movie, this tamil movie was directed by some one in india, and this english movie was directed by some one in US some 4000 miles away but the concept of faith lies the same. Not only in the movies even in the real life in some situation when there is no hope at all, when there is no one there to rely upon, ultimately, let it be a believer or non believer, our mind goes for god.
So God is Faith or Faith is God ???!!!!!!

eeeee... ah i mean keep smiling always

Can u see the smile in the faces around me but can see one more thing, that i cant see their smiles ??? So thats the thing i want to be the reason for others' smile, even though i cant share it.

hai i am here for a re-entry

hai hey have u heard about different behaviour of different people when it comes to taking up a new work ???? No ????
Listen i will tell u, imagine u have to go up a stairs with 100 steps, this is a work if u give it to someone,
one type of people will start with a slow pace they go up steadily and will take time to reach the top but they will definitely reach the top somehow..........
second type of people will start with a overflowing enthusiasm they will run like something along the steps but, obviously they will be tired before crossing even 50 steps and sit in the middle and get upset and come back, they never reach the top........
there is a third type they will do the same as the second type in the first part they will run like something and get tired and sit in the middle, but they wont give up, they know they can reach the top because there is only 50 more steps, same as what they have crossed already, they will regain their strength and start again and will reach the top for sure......
And when i thought about these (my own intelligent!!!!) ideas i found that i belong to the third type
soooooo what i am trying to say is i am back and i will continue to blog
appa somehow i have explained my reentry, convincingly, ha ha ha ha ha

Piriyum nerum,
pesa varthai illai yendru thudikiray nee
ini vazhkaye illai yendru thudikiren naan

Appa ore touchinga iruku illa, i wrote it for my Pichi Chelli. You know i feel somewhat like this when i depart my close friends. Though i know i am gonna meet them again it hurts a bit.

hai i am back after a long time. I have promised you something interesting right ? so i was in search of that . If you think that it took this long to find something interesting, then you are wrong, I was thinking which one to tell as a lot of interesting things happened. My Waves-Friend in tirupur has gone mad with thinkings about Maya Chaya and lots of such things, which i tried to understand but, fortunately, failed to do. And my Cho-Chweet-friend has become more Chweet these days. And me myself have started doing things, which i never imagined that i would do, like studying and preparing for IES. You know what IES stands for ? ok let me alone suffer with that. And ya one more thing, i was learning four wheeler driving and one useful thing i was doing during those days was awakening my driving teacher early in the morning, exactly at five. After that he would cancel the class and go to sleep and i would sit in my room without knowing what to do, thats a different story leave it.
Ok friends i will get back later ok

you know what i did ?

You know once my cho-chweet friend, dont ask the name please, asked me to write a poem about her you know what i did ?........ i wrote one
Unnai patri kavidhai ketkirai
aanaal
kavidhayil unarchiyai matumey kotta mudiyum
Uyirai alla......

you know what she did after that ?........sorry, i dont know because she was not infront me at that time.....

Indha ulagam iruke.......

Ooops.... i will feel more comfortable with Tamil, but i think the readers wont be, so let the title be in Tamil and the rest be in the most widespread language. So as the title starts, if you think about this world.... you may find many interesting and unbelievable things, like me trying to say something meaningful like this and hoping that those who read will find it interesting, and a lot more like this. Have you ever thought about your lost shoes, after buying a new one ? Have you ever imagined that what it would be like if the shoes wait and expect for you to come ? you know if someone could speak to it, to those poor lost shoes, it can tell lot more stories about his irresponsible owner, thats you, about how you lost it and about how much it misses you and a lot. Do you agree with me that the shoes can tell some thing interesting ? If yes... let me take a breath...... then dont worry i too can tell something interesting......